"I don't want to feel like I don't have a future"

So I'm here at my drawing board, swinging the guitar, playing some piano and just sitting back.

As the years come we all have to make a choice. From the smaller ones as picking a sandwich from a menu untill the big ones as lovers, friends or family.

It's what makes our life 'ours'. But sometimes it's just hard to have what you want. Sure I would love a job that earns great cash. But the happiness lies in the way you earn it.

Those whom have there choices planned out are the real dreamers.

Nothing wrong with that, it's actually a good thing. Nothing better to drive you towards your goal.

I guess I'm dreaming everyday. Dreams of a loved one, dreams of my future study, dreams of succes. But life tends to wake you up and you see the reality. It's hard and tough.

In my postion love is, well all I can say it's complicated.

Study wise I'm in my last year of high and I'm kind of happy, I have my upcoming study layed out. The ideas that came up in my last two years of school of becoming a pilot, director or musician failed.The feeling was just not right, it felt as a maby. As a last minute ticket I noticed an open house of a Design Academy. I went, I saw and it blew me away. Everything I saw and found out was just the missing spice I was looking for!

From there on I decided to become a designer. As for film and music, I still keep it in my heart and as hobby. I guess I can never let creativity go.

Therefor preperation have to be made. But first exams must be passed! hehe..

As for dreams, never let them go. As life goes on more and more just join in and come true.

~Latenight and out of sight.